And it’s leaping into light,
The song wrapped in shadow,
A day unfurling out of night.
Will you meet me there?
Shrouded mist, just beyond the horizon,
On the way to at-the-center,
I re-place myself,
Turning and returning.
Breaking through the surface from within,
I will throw myself into every messy corner,
I will not ask:
Will you come for me, when its time?
Not knowing when and how, or where,
No longer stopping to catch my breath,
Content with now, I look my own way.
I stand strong on the ground where others stood,
And cease my yearning for you.
Let me stay here for awhile
Falling like rain through mountains
Onto every flower glowing with your smile,
For your laughter echoes water tumbling over.
I struggle to bring a thought child into this world
So take me in your arms while I begin
To try to recover your truth,
For I am not what I feel myself to be,
And I hover here, on these two first steps.
The sparse landscapes plead silently:
We do not share our ideas,
Nor do the cacti share their water.
Leafy hands reach out, open,
The ones I wish I held
Let the rain fall.
What would they call me
Letting your flames leap behind my eyes,
For within the carefully hidden bone,
Beneath my pale face,
Blazes a fire whose shape I’ve never dared to dance.
Oh shining one,
The same winds caress and toss aside,
And stones sink into cold fresh streams,
And no day comes
When I do not call your name.
For you hold me
Out of reach of the gnarled brambles,
Away from the haggard stumps,
No need to wait, now I am in it.
Paths cross once more along the running sands,
Re-found foundation, home again,
Here I am beyond my wildest hope
With you once more, longing no longer.